Juliana
O’Neil’s promising future was burned away in the heat of battle. She had been an
officer with a bright future in the military, but now she is struggling to
survive. Her husband gone and her career in shambles, she finds a job at Top as
a hostess and tries to put together the pieces of her life. The last thing she
needs is any kind of male attention, but she can’t help but be amused at her
neighbor and coworker’s lothario antics. Not that she would have anything to do
with him, at least not for more than one night.
Javier
Leones doesn’t understand monogamy. No woman could ever be enough for his
endless libido, but he has to admit Juliana has his attention. For reasons he
doesn’t fully understand, he can’t seem to get the gorgeous redhead with the
sad eyes out of his head. After one scorching night together, he realizes he’ll
never be able to get her out of his system. But with his reputation, he fears
she’ll never see him as more than a one-night stand.
When
their passions collide, these new lovers will be forced to confront Juliana’s
past and come to terms with Javier’s present. Will they find their way or will
this reservation be canceled at the last minute?
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All alone with the storm. Maybe she
should call Kai. And ask him to get out in the middle of this? That seemed
pretty selfish especially since she knew exactly how poorly driving in storms
could go.
A hard flash of white light made
her jump back.
Nope. She wasn’t going there. She was
going to stay in the here and now, and that meant finding a flashlight and
trying to get some candles lit. Someone was out there working on getting the
power back on, and then she would ride out the storm watching rom coms and
falling asleep on the couch. It was going to be okay. Deep breath. It was going
to be okay.
A few moments later she’d found her
one flashlight and had a nice set of candles out, and she was faced with the
problem of lighting the suckers. Oh, she had a big box of matches, but she’d never
struck a match without her left hand.
A lighter would be easier. She
could figure out a lighter maybe. Jules tried holding the box against the table
with her stump while she struck the match with her right hand. She fumbled, the
action so unnatural it made her slip up and break the match.
And the second one.
And the third one.
Tears pierced her eyes, but she
wasn’t going to shed them. She was going to figure this out or she would make
due with the flashlight. It was all about adapting. That was what she had to
do. Adapt.
She wasn’t going to let this beat
her. Normally she was tough. It had happened and she dealt with it, but between
the storm and the conversation with Suzanne the day before about her mother and
the sweetness of flirting with a handsome man she couldn’t have, she was
feeling awfully vulnerable. She wasn’t going to sit here in the dark and cry.
A knock on the door made her gasp
and jump.
Fuck. She wasn’t like this. She
hated this…this anxiety she got when it rained. It was weakness and she
couldn’t abide it.
If
you walk away from this you’ll ruin your life, Juliana. Don’t think I’ll watch
you do it. You go through with this and you do it on your own. Am I understood?
Sometimes she felt like she was
still seven years old, and if she could just get her mom’s attention everything
would be okay.
Jules gripped the flashlight and
walked across her apartment to the door. It was likely one of the neighbors
coming to check on her. Actually, that was an excellent idea. She could go down
and see if Mrs. Gleeson needed some company. There were some elderly residents
she could check on and a single mom she’d met at the end of the hall. She could
see if she could be of any assistance and that would get her through the night.
She opened the door expecting to
see anyone but the man she saw standing there.
Javier Leones. He had a flashlight
in one hand and a bottle of wine in the other. He was wearing jeans and a
button down that he’d left undone enough she could see a nice swath of golden
brown skin. His hair was deliciously mussed, as though he’d taken a shower and
simply rubbed a towel over it to get it dry.
He was big and male and so sexy it
hurt to look at him, and Jules realized she could do something else to take her
mind off things.
Those plump, sensual lips of his
broke into a bright smile. “I thought you might like some company. I know I
would. I actually don’t have any candles, so I was sitting in my living room
with this sad one flashlight. You look like a woman who likes some candles.”
But she couldn’t light them. She
hadn’t figured that part out.
His face fell and he walked into
her place, closing and locking the door behind him. “Hey, what’s wrong? It’s
okay if you don’t have any candles. It’s cool. Two flashlights are better than
one.”
He set the flashlight and wine
bottle down and moved into her space, his hands coming up to cup her shoulders.
“Jules, what’s wrong?”
She had to be stronger than this.
She shook her head. “Nothing. I’m fine.”
His jaw tightened. “Don’t. Please
don’t. I live with a stubborn asshole who won’t let me help him in any way. I
get that we’ve only known each other for a few weeks, but I thought we were
friends. You help me out all the time. You’re kind to me. Fucking let me be
kind to you. I spend every day trying to help someone who won’t let me. Please
let me feel like I’m worth something.”
If he’d said anything else, joked
about the weather or told her to suck it up, she could have, but he’d opened a
door. He’d been vulnerable and honest, and she found she couldn’t pay that back
with stubbornness.
“I have candles and I can’t figure
out how to light them.” Tears rolled down her face. She was vulnerable. All the time. Even when she pretended like she
wasn’t.
“You can’t…” he began and then he
looked down. Instead of stepping back and giving her space, he drew his hand
down her arm, warming her skin where he touched her. It was dark but the moon
was full and gave enough light to see the outline of his face. There was no
look of horror there. He caressed her arm until he got to the place where she’d
been split apart and sewn back together unwhole. He brought it up and wrapped
it against his palm, his fingers closing around it until the whole thing was
surrounded with his warmth. “You haven’t figured out how to do it yet. Probably
hasn’t come up or you would know what to do. How long since you lost your
hand?”
“A year and a half,” she said. He
was touching her there. No one had touched her there except her doctors and
therapists.
Come to think of it, no one had
touched her at all since before the accident. Had it really been so long since
she’d felt warm flesh against her own? He was so close, close enough that all
she would have to do was go up on her toes to brush her lips against his.
Would that
be wrong? As long as she remembered who she was dealing with, why couldn’t she
take a few moments of respite for herself? If he wanted her.
I loved Jules and Javi! Javi was by all definitions a man whore. In previous books his stash of condoms and lube in various places around Topped has been mentioned, so I knew it was going to take one hell of a woman to tame him. Well, Jules was just the woman to do that. She was a bad @$$ in her own right, having served in the military. I really felt for Jules at the beginning of the book when she was struggling with a storm that reminded her of a traumatic event, but Javi was able to take her mind off of that event. I felt these two had plenty of chemistry and Lexi Blake wrote another steamy story. Definitely recommend this one, as well as all of the others in this series. 
NY Times and USA Today bestselling author Lexi Blake lives in North Texas with her husband, three kids, and the laziest rescue dog in the world. She began writing at a young age, concentrating on plays and journalism. It wasn’t until she started writing romance and urban fantasy that she found the stories of her heart. She likes to find humor in the strangest places and believes in happy endings no matter how odd the couple, threesome, or foursome may seem.
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